Friday, September 28, 2007
Please pray for my mother, she's been admitted to SGH to have a biopsy on her kidneys, 90% of which are not functioning. Doctors are wondering what's causing the very sharp decline of kidney function. They suspect it may be an autoimmune disease that might be attacking her kidneys or some other disease that's also attacking her kidneys.
That is all
Jon.P™
That is all
Jon.P™
There are many many crazy things
That will keep me loving you
And with your permission
May I list a few
The way you wear your hat
The way you sip your tea
The memory of all that
No they cant take that away from me
The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No they cant take that away from me
We may never never meet again, on that bumpy road to love
But Ill always, always keep the memory of
The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you changed my life
No they cant take that away from me
Why is it the things that I pine for the most are the ones that are forbidden jutsus? Why? WHY?!?! Sigh.
That is all
Jon.P™
That will keep me loving you
And with your permission
May I list a few
The way you wear your hat
The way you sip your tea
The memory of all that
No they cant take that away from me
The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No they cant take that away from me
We may never never meet again, on that bumpy road to love
But Ill always, always keep the memory of
The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you changed my life
No they cant take that away from me
Why is it the things that I pine for the most are the ones that are forbidden jutsus? Why? WHY?!?! Sigh.
That is all
Jon.P™
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
I have yet to come into contact with Chris which is a pity. Over the last few months I've been coming up with loads of great ideas for my book.
Oh well.
It's my spring break and as with most mid term vacations I will be spending it on homework. Pity.
Just went to the agent to tell them about the house I want. I will be moving out with 2 female friends Hun yee and Pei Fei. More Gossip on them later. I had hoped earlier in the year to move out with them and another Hong Kong guy but he went back to hong kong, pity. Now there won't be balance in the force.
I've been considering whether to keep a pet when i move out. I was tempted to keep a Dog but after reading about Ragdolls I just couldn't help but like them.
Ragdolls are a pedigree breed of cats from goodness knows where. They are very affectionate. Typically they run to the door to greet you and then take to follow you around the house,love to be handled, sleep beside you, lazy and largely inactive allowing you to leave them around the house all day not worry about them going stirr crazy (did I get the spelling right?)Basically like a well trained puppy without the smell. Their temperament is such that they are so docile they will almost never scratch or bite you, for that very same reason they would never be let outside because they are so trusting and affectionate to everyone they can easily be stolen or hurt by other more violent pets; they NEVER retaliate. Oh yes! the most delightful characteristic of this breed is what happens when you pick them up! They simply go limp in your hands hence the name ragdoll. I am pretty much enamored by this breed. Unfortunately and not to my surprise they in short supply, plus i'd have to convince my roommates.
I love cats.
That is all
Jon.P™
Oh well.
It's my spring break and as with most mid term vacations I will be spending it on homework. Pity.
Just went to the agent to tell them about the house I want. I will be moving out with 2 female friends Hun yee and Pei Fei. More Gossip on them later. I had hoped earlier in the year to move out with them and another Hong Kong guy but he went back to hong kong, pity. Now there won't be balance in the force.
I've been considering whether to keep a pet when i move out. I was tempted to keep a Dog but after reading about Ragdolls I just couldn't help but like them.
Ragdolls are a pedigree breed of cats from goodness knows where. They are very affectionate. Typically they run to the door to greet you and then take to follow you around the house,love to be handled, sleep beside you, lazy and largely inactive allowing you to leave them around the house all day not worry about them going stirr crazy (did I get the spelling right?)Basically like a well trained puppy without the smell. Their temperament is such that they are so docile they will almost never scratch or bite you, for that very same reason they would never be let outside because they are so trusting and affectionate to everyone they can easily be stolen or hurt by other more violent pets; they NEVER retaliate. Oh yes! the most delightful characteristic of this breed is what happens when you pick them up! They simply go limp in your hands hence the name ragdoll. I am pretty much enamored by this breed. Unfortunately and not to my surprise they in short supply, plus i'd have to convince my roommates.
I love cats.
That is all
Jon.P™
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Also, can someone teach me how to enable the "comments" function of my blog? I've been fiddling around but without to show for it.
Monday, September 17, 2007
Just a quick one while i rush my Psyc essay. Just had to rant.
I am so tired of putting up and shutting up about the way some people take cheap shots at me. Tired of people who tell me to calm down and be sensitive to other's feelings when they themselves aren't sensitive to mine. When people unjustly label me of things that I'm not simply because they don't want to feel bad about themselves or start to really think about the situation.
I know I should be the bigger person and just take the blows. Lord help me have patience the next time one of these little Sods get in my way. Having numbers doesn't make you right. Being right makes you right. No matter how you want to cover up conflict and maintain peace, it is a very gutless attempt and ineffective way of handling things.
Breathe... Breathe... Alright it's out of my system.
They were just dealing with the situation as best they know how... It's not their fault...
FIRE AND BRIMSTONE!!!!
That is all
Jon.P™
I am so tired of putting up and shutting up about the way some people take cheap shots at me. Tired of people who tell me to calm down and be sensitive to other's feelings when they themselves aren't sensitive to mine. When people unjustly label me of things that I'm not simply because they don't want to feel bad about themselves or start to really think about the situation.
I know I should be the bigger person and just take the blows. Lord help me have patience the next time one of these little Sods get in my way. Having numbers doesn't make you right. Being right makes you right. No matter how you want to cover up conflict and maintain peace, it is a very gutless attempt and ineffective way of handling things.
Breathe... Breathe... Alright it's out of my system.
They were just dealing with the situation as best they know how... It's not their fault...
FIRE AND BRIMSTONE!!!!
That is all
Jon.P™
Friday, September 14, 2007
Also for those of you that are following my life in UQ, turns out I DO have the dean's commendation for high achievement.
Okay comma so my sister is getting married this Sat comma which in itself I must admit is something that I do not look forward to period I had always hoped in the deepest darkest alleys of my nasty little brain that she would remain single until she was about forty period I apostrophe m sure everyone can agree that she would make an excellent auntie period That is comma the single forty something aunt that dotes on her nephews and nieces and spoils them to bits period
Then again reality paints a completely different picture period As it turns out despite honest prayers comma cunning schemes and a rollercoaster of near misses and break ups between the two of them they open bracket my sister and Glenn close bracket have managed to remain together period
I did have a sort of change of heart for the two of them last week period As with all great changes in the past twenty odd centuries comma it started with a dream comma literally period
Now that I apostrophe m a first year psychology student comma I feel that it is my pseudo intellectual right to do a bit of introspective examination period I would hypothesis comma that the main consideration open bracket contrary to what I may have been saying at times close bracket between the two of them open bracket amongst other factors close bracket is that my sister for the longest time ever open bracket the last ten years close bracket has been extremely dissatisfied with the family comma and as far as I know she is the only one with the ability to opt out of it period I must say I do not enjoy when she seems keener on decorating her room than helping out with the family comma hiding in her room more often than not and challenging anyone who tries to gain entry period I seldom see her buy anything for the family whether it be supper or things to make our parent apostrophe s or my life easier comma seemingly more concerned about her own aspirations period
This maybe very unfair for me to think so but that is just what I observe and being the incredibly biased person I am comma because I have observed it comma it must be true period It concerns me that when she gets married she will be even less concerned regarding the family period Already she harps about how much more superior Glenn apostrophe s family is to ours period Not that everything that she does is without merit but loyalties seem to have shifted even before marriage period Leaving me with the looming fear that when push comes to shove the family will be a three person unit comma yet still hinting that the family should help her out with get certain unmentionable things period
Now then there apostrophe s Glenn comma who is either an extremely genuine person or cunning beyond my abilities with the patience of Ghandi executing his plan to marry my sister period Either way I hope it apostrophe s the former period He has to his credit comma helped out the family in many instances semicolon the retiling of the kitchen floor comma clearing out the store room and such period
The dream comma I had originally intended to tell my sister about one night on msn but due to a very ill thought of provocation through her MSN nick comma I decided not to tell her and instead have it as a post period
I dreamt I was on a hospital bed comma for some reason comma it seems to be a common theme in my dreams semicolon me on an apparatus for sleep period I dreamt that my parents were around me as well as Glenn and a number of other friends period For some incredibly odd reason the doctors tending to me seemed to be under the impression that I had some terminal illness while I was enjoying a game of puzzle fighter on my laptop period My sister was nowhere to be found period Little did I know that dot dot dot
You know what this post really should be about them.
If love really is just as much as about the emotion as it is the commitment. And that if you really will to love someone then you can. That hypothesis if true then their marriage should work out just fine.
After all the stuff that my family has put Glenn through, he has won his right to marry my sister.
After all the stuff that my sister has put the family through, she has won her right to be married to Glenn.
No really, Sister the first born of the house as of tomorrow will no longer be the first born of the house, not just ours but to be shared with another family.
Don’t forget us in the house of Phan, we love you, I love you sister and may you and Glenn forge a stronger more powerful household than either one (ours and his family) combined. Remember that you’re always or at least still initially a Phan and carry that unique bloodline. I will always remember the childhood spent with you.
I can’t imagine my life being better with any other possible siblings in this world or any of others (albeit a small possibility with a GaTriZillion dollar rich baby brother that worships me and signs over all his money to me). You are both at once kind and fearsome, powerful and gentle, lioness and lady. A wonderful loving sister, most patiently and kindly not murdering me in my life so far, though I know many times you has been sorely tempted.
Glenn take care of my sister, seeing as she’s the only one I have. I have every intention of splitting the inheritance with just her, so you have keep her alive. I’ve put you through a lot trying to protect her from any wrong influence and as I’ve said before, painful as it is there really is no one else I can think of marrying my only sister. Guard her and your family with your life. Also I don’t want to be an uncle too quickly.
I honestly regret that I can’t be there to share this (gosh I hate to quote this) bitter sweet moment. I wish you all the best in your endeavors and you can rest easy, you have my every support and blessing in your new life together.
Stay committed to each other and to the Lord.
Chicken, you should move out with mommy now, you have a new dada.
Take videos.
I’m sorry it’s tough to continue typing, can’t see very well, my eyesight must be going. I must go make supper.
That is all
To his Sister….
Your Brother.
Love you and will miss you sister.
P.S Commitment is the KEY exclamation mark exclamation mark exclamation mark question mark
“After all these years, I see that I was mistaken about Eve in the beginning; it is better to live outside the Garden with her than inside it without her.”
Adam, in Adam's Diary (Mark Twain)
Then again reality paints a completely different picture period As it turns out despite honest prayers comma cunning schemes and a rollercoaster of near misses and break ups between the two of them they open bracket my sister and Glenn close bracket have managed to remain together period
I did have a sort of change of heart for the two of them last week period As with all great changes in the past twenty odd centuries comma it started with a dream comma literally period
Now that I apostrophe m a first year psychology student comma I feel that it is my pseudo intellectual right to do a bit of introspective examination period I would hypothesis comma that the main consideration open bracket contrary to what I may have been saying at times close bracket between the two of them open bracket amongst other factors close bracket is that my sister for the longest time ever open bracket the last ten years close bracket has been extremely dissatisfied with the family comma and as far as I know she is the only one with the ability to opt out of it period I must say I do not enjoy when she seems keener on decorating her room than helping out with the family comma hiding in her room more often than not and challenging anyone who tries to gain entry period I seldom see her buy anything for the family whether it be supper or things to make our parent apostrophe s or my life easier comma seemingly more concerned about her own aspirations period
This maybe very unfair for me to think so but that is just what I observe and being the incredibly biased person I am comma because I have observed it comma it must be true period It concerns me that when she gets married she will be even less concerned regarding the family period Already she harps about how much more superior Glenn apostrophe s family is to ours period Not that everything that she does is without merit but loyalties seem to have shifted even before marriage period Leaving me with the looming fear that when push comes to shove the family will be a three person unit comma yet still hinting that the family should help her out with get certain unmentionable things period
Now then there apostrophe s Glenn comma who is either an extremely genuine person or cunning beyond my abilities with the patience of Ghandi executing his plan to marry my sister period Either way I hope it apostrophe s the former period He has to his credit comma helped out the family in many instances semicolon the retiling of the kitchen floor comma clearing out the store room and such period
The dream comma I had originally intended to tell my sister about one night on msn but due to a very ill thought of provocation through her MSN nick comma I decided not to tell her and instead have it as a post period
I dreamt I was on a hospital bed comma for some reason comma it seems to be a common theme in my dreams semicolon me on an apparatus for sleep period I dreamt that my parents were around me as well as Glenn and a number of other friends period For some incredibly odd reason the doctors tending to me seemed to be under the impression that I had some terminal illness while I was enjoying a game of puzzle fighter on my laptop period My sister was nowhere to be found period Little did I know that dot dot dot
You know what this post really should be about them.
If love really is just as much as about the emotion as it is the commitment. And that if you really will to love someone then you can. That hypothesis if true then their marriage should work out just fine.
After all the stuff that my family has put Glenn through, he has won his right to marry my sister.
After all the stuff that my sister has put the family through, she has won her right to be married to Glenn.
No really, Sister the first born of the house as of tomorrow will no longer be the first born of the house, not just ours but to be shared with another family.
Don’t forget us in the house of Phan, we love you, I love you sister and may you and Glenn forge a stronger more powerful household than either one (ours and his family) combined. Remember that you’re always or at least still initially a Phan and carry that unique bloodline. I will always remember the childhood spent with you.
I can’t imagine my life being better with any other possible siblings in this world or any of others (albeit a small possibility with a GaTriZillion dollar rich baby brother that worships me and signs over all his money to me). You are both at once kind and fearsome, powerful and gentle, lioness and lady. A wonderful loving sister, most patiently and kindly not murdering me in my life so far, though I know many times you has been sorely tempted.
Glenn take care of my sister, seeing as she’s the only one I have. I have every intention of splitting the inheritance with just her, so you have keep her alive. I’ve put you through a lot trying to protect her from any wrong influence and as I’ve said before, painful as it is there really is no one else I can think of marrying my only sister. Guard her and your family with your life. Also I don’t want to be an uncle too quickly.
I honestly regret that I can’t be there to share this (gosh I hate to quote this) bitter sweet moment. I wish you all the best in your endeavors and you can rest easy, you have my every support and blessing in your new life together.
Stay committed to each other and to the Lord.
Chicken, you should move out with mommy now, you have a new dada.
Take videos.
I’m sorry it’s tough to continue typing, can’t see very well, my eyesight must be going. I must go make supper.
That is all
To his Sister….
Your Brother.
Love you and will miss you sister.
P.S Commitment is the KEY exclamation mark exclamation mark exclamation mark question mark
“After all these years, I see that I was mistaken about Eve in the beginning; it is better to live outside the Garden with her than inside it without her.”
Adam, in Adam's Diary (Mark Twain)
